Monkey is in school and dealing with all the ups and downs of her first year in kindergarten - I never realized how much of a relaxed mother I am until she started...some mothers need to uncork it a bit! Baby is now walking and into everything - especially things she's not supposed to be in or things that will annoy her sister. Mr. Penguin is back in university and trying to maintain his A+ average (I am SO proud of him!!) and working long hours into the night on his contract jobs on top of it all. And me? I am dealing with issues at work and making plans on the side.
I just wish my plans didn't hinge on my ex.
Seriously?! You'd think after a divorce that someone wouldn't have that kind of power over you anymore. But when it comes to children involved - and especially MY child - there is always a link. So now I wait. Does he want to help ME? Hell no. Is it better for Monkey? I think so. Will he go for it? Meh...50/50 at this point.
That's all I have to think about. How my job is killing me inside, how I want so much for my ex to be reasonable, how I miss my husband as he works his butt off, how I need to finish the laundry and keep decluttering...What?! Xmas is coming? Damn...I have things to get! And cards to mail and, and, and...!!
And I may be getting sick (again) as my glands are a little swollen, most likely due to my work/ex stress.
AWESOME.
It's 9pm here...goodnight!
*ek*
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